Progress

I am pretty damn proud of myself.

That's all.

Ummmm can you say ADORABLE?!

ME

Tonight, I took care of ME.

There are still things to be done on the to-do list... but that's ok.  They will get done eventually.

Laundry done.
A fresh coat of paint on the toenails AND fingernails.
Two episodes of SMASH.
A good old fashioned PB&J complete with White Bread.

Sometimes you just have to take care of yourself and allow yourself to relax - even in the midst of chaos and busyness.

Let the 2013 Concert Season BEGIN

Today is the day!

Well, it isn't our Opening Show Day, but it is the day when all of our seasonal staff returns for the first time.  I absolutely love our team... they work so hard, they always smile, and they continuously go above and beyond.  I am proud to be part of this team.

Can't wait to get this season going!

May 10th, here we come!

Reminder

Sometimes we all need a reminder.
Today was one of those days for me.

CHOOSE WELL.

Easier said than done... but so necessary and feels so good when accomplished.

Say So

Tonight, I was reminded of one of my most favorite parts of Young Life camp.

Nate's dad preached at the midweek service at church tonight and one of the scriptures that he shared was Psalm 107:2.

New King James Version

"Let the redeemed of the Lord say so..."

The Message says it like this:

 "Oh, thank God—he’s so good!
    His love never runs out.
All of you set free by God, tell the world!
    Tell how he freed you from oppression,
Then rounded you up from all over the place,
    from the four winds, from the seven seas."

If you have ever been to a Young Life camp, you know that it isn't like any other summer camp.  If you have never been, you are missing out.  It is never too late to experience it - you could always be an Adult Guest.  For lack of a better explanation, it is more like a week-long stay at a ridiculously fun resort with the most genuine and friendly people around.  If you ask me, it is a glimpse into Heaven... complete with meals served family style, laughter, adventure, and of course water slides and zip lines.

I attended camp at Woodleaf in 2000 and worked at Oakbridge during the summer of 2001, Windy Gap during the summer of 2002, Crooked Creek in the winter of 2002, Frontier Ranch during the summer of 2003, Washington Family Ranch in the spring of 2004, and Lost Canyon during the summer of 2004.  As I typed out each camp that I have had the privilege to attend or work at, I couldn't help but well up with tears.

I first met my dear friend Lydia at Woodleaf... she was a Baker from San Diego with such zeal for life, you couldn't help but want to know her.  Upon her return to San Diego she took me under her wing and didn't tell me how to live a life reflecting a love and passion for Jesus but SHOWED me.  She introduced me to Beth Moore.  She got in the tank with me when I was baptized.  She told me the hard truth, and continues to do so.  Lydia is the real deal.

I can't help but laugh when I think about my time at Oakbridge, mainly because I think about the start of my friendship with Rosie.  As I have shared in previous posts, I was not Rosie's cup of tea when our paths first crossed.  Eventually Rosie came around to my amazingness and drank the Kool-Aid.  (Kidding - kind of.)  Almost 12 years later, I still count Rosie as one of my best friends.  She has shared her family with me.  She will probably never get over me ruining her nap under the buffet line during Cartoon Breakfast but that is on her.

Windy Gap was an interesting experience in that it was my first time traveling all the way across the country on my own, not knowing anyone that I would be working with.  The Monsoons at Windy Gap were unlike anything I had ever experienced.  Two of my most favorite memories of my time at Windy Gap were taking the old plastic mattresses out of the storage area to slide down the wet hills during a rain storm and sitting in the valley in the pitch black singing the kids out of their quiet time on Cross-Talk night.

Winter Camp at Crooked Creek was a fun camp to be a part of.  I was still in High School but I was a Wyld Life leader so I was able to join my team as the Work Crew for the camp.  We woke up early to prepare breakfast before heading to the slopes and got dinner ready and cleaned up upon the return from the mountain.  I never thought that washing dishes, setting and clearing tables, and preparing meals could be so fun until I worked at a Young Life camp.

Frontier Ranch will always hold a VERY special place in my heart.  It was the summer before leaving for Seattle Pacific and I was on top of the world.  My work crew boss, Kristen Odmark, was and still is an incredible blessing.  There was a cabin of girls from somewhere in the Midwest that brought me such joy - they always sent their leader in EXTRA early so they could sit at my table.  There is something magical that happens in the dining rooms of Young Life camps.  The power in sitting down for a meal family-style is something that we could all learn from the way Young Life does camping.  Just as with Crooked Creek, I learned how fun it could be to prepare for and clean up after meals.  We made games out of getting the dining room set up.  We experienced joy in the pits (that's what they call the dish washing area).  One of my favorite moments at Frontier Ranch was getting to share my story with the campers during "Work Crew Club" one morning.  I got to share my journey of finding faith and making it my own.  I got to share how God met me where I was at and how He has been my Rock.  I was filled up while at Frontier.  I gained a confidence and self-respect that I had never had before.  I left Frontier Ranch ready to take on the world.

Washington Family Ranch was a fun road trip for Ali, Dan and me.  We made our way from SPU in Seattle, Washington to WFR in Antelope, Oregon to serve on the Work Crew for a winter camp.  We worked hard and played harder.  Ali had been to WFR many times before so we took her Civic around the property for a behind-the-scenes tour.  WFR has a REALLY interesting story, a story that sings a song of redemption, which is probably why I love the story so much.

I spent two months at Lost Canyon in 2004 and had an absolute blast.  During the first month, I was with people from Orange County, some of whom I knew from SPU and through Lydia (her now brother-in-law was there with me... small world).  During the second month, Kristi joined me and we were there with a group from Santa Barbara.  Being on Summer Staff vs Work Crew was such a new and fun experience.  Both months were full of fun, great memories, and lots of laughter.

Back to the main point of this ridiculously long post...

One of my most favorite parts of Young Life camp is the "Say so".  Throughout the week, students hear from the speaker, and their leaders in Cabin Time, about this guy named Jesus.  The students hear who Jesus is, what He did for you and I, and what that means for us, and then the students are given an opportunity to think about how that applies to their life and potentially make a life-changing decision.  After that opportunity to reflect and decide, we give them an opportunity to "Say so"!

MANY MANY a tear have been shed while watching the "Say so" take place.  There is nothing like watching the kid who didn't want to come to camp stand up and say so and go on to say that he really did have the best week of his life (Young Life offers a money back guarantee that kids will have the best week of their life).  Or the kid that hung out at the smoking pit (yes, there is a smoking pit at camp, get over your preconceived notions about this and really think through the thought process behind it and you will understand) who didn't want to participate in any of the games or activity stands up with hands trembling.  What about the bus driver who decided to stay at camp all week, in his bus, rather than going home, just so he could see what it is that makes this place so different - he stands up with tears falling down his face.  Leaders who heard the gospel in a new way that made them decide to say so all over again.  I wish that everyone could have the opportunity to experience the "Say so" at a Young Life camp.  I am so thankful that I have been able to experience it over 25 times, each time being so different yet so similar.  I am blessed.

 

One Month Down...

...Approximately 18-21 months remaining.  Here's hoping it is closer to 18 than 21.

Living on a budget isn't nearly as tough as I thought it would be.  Being completely honest, it has actually helped to alleviate some stress in my life.  No more living paycheck to paycheck only to be down to just pennies before my next payday.  All bills/commitments are fulfilled on the 1st, INCLUDING money going into BOTH savings accounts.  It feels really good.

It feels REALLY good to know that I am getting my debt under control.
If feels REALLY good to watch the balance in my savings accounts, yes PLURAL, go up.
It feels REALLY good to have a goal and to be actively pursuing reaching that goal.

I know that it won't always be easy, but I am glad that I made it through the first month with only a few tears and with great confidence in the rest of this journey.

Yes

Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) : Hillsong United, Zion

Truth

Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary 
and increases the power of the weak.  
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40:28-31

Sara Bareilles does it again...

...as if there was ever any doubt.

You can be amazing
You can turn a phrase into a weapon or a drug
You can be the outcast
Or be the backlash of somebody’s lack of love
Or you can start speaking up

Nothing’s gonna hurt you the way that words do
And they settle ‘neath your skin
Kept on the inside and no sunlight
Sometimes a shadow wins
But I wonder what would happen if you

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave
 
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave
 
Everybody’s been there, everybody’s been stared down
By the enemy
Fallen for the fear and done some disappearing
Bow down to the mighty
Don’t run, stop holding your tongue 

Maybe there’s a way out of the cage where you live
Maybe one of these days you can let the light in
Show me how big your brave is
 
Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave   
With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave
 
Innocence, your history of silence
Won’t do you any good
Did you think it would?
Let your words be anything but empty
Why don’t you tell them the truth?
 
Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave
With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave


Brave - Sara Bareilles

Wow

You are more beautiful than you think.

Done... well, Half-way

DONE!!

Well, the first 8 weeks are done!
We made it.

Might as well do another 8 weeks.

So.... I guess, we're really half-way done.
Either way, this calls for a celebration!

Feel the Burn

Sometimes 5:15am is your only option.

A Necessary Truth

In the midst of the confusion, anger, sadness, questioning, and downright chaos that comes with events like those which took place today, I can't help but draw near to my God.

Rather than listen to Justin Timberlake or whatever random playlist that is generally blasting through my speakers, I wanted to be centered on Truth.  I turned off the music that was playing so I could pray and gain a little perspective.  Then, Timberlake took the back-burner to some Jesus tunes.

The first song that come on, through the shuffle option, was "You Are God" by Charlie Hall. Tears immediately started to flow and I couldn't help but put this song on repeat. It was a necessary truth. It is a necessary truth.

"You're closer than our troubles, more present than any danger... You are God."

In times like these, I have no other choice but than to remember that God is closer than our troubles and more present than any danger. He is God... And if He is for us, what what can stand against us? I hope and pray that we can all find a sense of peace in the midst of the present chaos, and that we may know and believe the truth that is so eloquently shared in Charlie's song.

Neon Run

Running with glow-sticks, getting splattered with paint, all while music is blaring is much more fun than your average run through the neighborhood.